Aura Colors

I've always known about Aura Colors. .. Well honestly for a really long time. Now that I've been medicated for so long my sensitivity to things have gone away quite a bit. Just a few moments ago I was reading Pamela Oslie's Website ... About her book Life Colors. I had bought the book a while back, actually I think we had it and I found it , read it, finding so much more information about myself and knowledge about how I act the way I do... It helped me become much more spiritual, sensitive and basically catalyzed a movement in my life to do exactly what I felt like I came here to do. To go with my feelings instead of ignoring them. But as life went on I just forgot about that, now I am coming back to it. Living with meaning . Going with my feelings because in my opinion if you don't do exactly what you wanted to you won't be satisfied with your life. There are reasons you want and dream for things for your future. Well back to the sensitivity: I am SENSITIVE . In this weird , makes life seem like a Harry Potter movie or something sort of way. 

For example (true story by the way): I was eating at Panda Express, and was about to reach for my fortune cookie. But something was really pulling me towards the cookie given to my fiancé. I debated whether I should switch his or not, and just decided to go with my gut, I mean what harm could it do? Well, I come to open the cookie and there is no fortune paper inside! Coincidence ? I think not. I usually just open my cookies and read them but for some reason I was feeling intensely towards it. My fiancé said it looked like I did some sort of trick because it happened  all so perfectly. 

But that's just how my life would be (before all the medications). I have a bumper sticker on my wall that says "Strange things happen to me" (Harry Potter). Ever since going off multiple medications and being almost drug free that saying has been true. More and more I feel like I need to reveal the truth, live by my morals, regardless of who gets bothered and stand up for people and animals, my beliefs. Amongst this drive I feel like I have this sensitivity to feel a person's soul, and their true meaning. Which can get me into trouble when I feel they are being shady, and no one else seems to notice because I can cause scenes. But I believe it's for the better of not only myself but everyone. I might be believing and living delusions but it makes life worth living. Feeling connected with everyone, being more than just a thing on a planet for no reason just to die but part of something much bigger than yourself... And even when you die and there is no God, there is still the future of humanity and this earth and what we accomplished on this planet -- big publicized things or small almost unnoticed things all just as important. We need to feel satisfied with our lives in order to live happy satisfying ones. 

So back to the book. It's a very interesting book to read and although I cannot put myself into one category sine I resonate with Violet, Indigo, and Crystal very much, reading all of the colors can help you understand yourself as well as others. And maybe even change your view on life in the process. 

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